Proust (§15/16) Swann’s Way. [The narrator enjoyed his mother’s goodnight kisses, and M. Swann often came alone for dinner]

 

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Marcel Proust

 

Du côté de chez swann. À la recherche du temps perdu. Tome I

Swan's Way. Vol. 1 of Remembrance of Things Past

 

Première partie

Overature

 

Combray I.

 

§15 / §16

[The narrator enjoyed his mother’s goodnight kisses, and M. Swann often came alone for dinner.]

 

 

Brief summary:

The narrator as a boy cherished the nightly ritual of his mother kissing him goodnight. Sometimes M. Swann would could for dinner, but normally without his wife, on account of their unfortunate marriage.

 

 

 

Summary

 

The narrator as a boy enjoyed his mother’s loving attention when she would come up to his bedroom to give him a goodnight kiss. Sometimes as she was about to leave the room, he would call her back for another kiss, which she would reluctantly do, because this annoyed the father. When they had dinner guests, she did not come for the nightly ritual. Normally they had just one guest, M. Swann. Because he had an unfortunate marriage, his wife was less welcome to come too. The family would sit outside waiting for his arrival.

 

 

 

 

From the English translation:

§16

My sole consolation when I went upstairs for the night was that Mamma would come in and kiss me after I was in bed. But this good night lasted for so short a time: she went down again so soon that the moment in which I heard her climb the stairs, and then caught the sound of her garden dress of blue muslin, from which hung little tassels of plaited straw, rustling along the double-doored corridor, was for me a moment of the keenest sorrow. So much did I love that good night that I reached the stage of hoping that it would come as late as possible, so as to prolong the time of respite during which Mamma would not yet have appeared. Sometimes when, after kissing me, she opened the door to go, I longed to call her back, to say to her “Kiss me just once again,” but I knew that then she would at once look displeased, for the concession which she made to my wretchedness and agitation in coming up to me with this kiss of peace always annoyed my father, who thought such ceremonies absurd, and she would have liked to try to induce me to outgrow the need, the custom of having her there at all, which was a very different thing from letting the custom grow up of my asking her for an additional kiss when she was already crossing the threshold. And to see her look displeased destroyed all the sense of tranquillity she had brought me a moment before, when she bent her loving face down over my bed, and held it out to me like a Host, for an act of Communion in which my lips might drink deeply the sense of her real presence, and with it the power to sleep. But those evenings on which Mamma stayed so short a time in my room were sweet indeed compared to those on which we had guests to dinner, and therefore she did not come at all. Our ‘guests’ were practically limited to M. Swann, who, apart from a few passing strangers, was almost the only person who ever came to the house at Combray, sometimes to a neighbourly dinner (but less frequently since his unfortunate marriage, as my family did not care to receive his wife) and sometimes after dinner, uninvited. On those evenings when, as we sat in front of the house beneath the big chestnut-tree and round the iron table, we heard, from the far end of the garden, not the large and noisy rattle which heralded and deafened as he approached with its ferruginous, interminable, frozen sound any member of the household who had put it out of action by coming in ‘without ringing,’ but the double peal — timid, oval, gilded — of the visitors’ bell, everyone would at once exclaim “A visitor! Who in the world can it be?” but they knew quite well that it could only be M. Swann. My great-aunt, speaking in a loud voice, to set an example, in a tone which she endeavoured to make sound natural, would tell the others not to whisper so; that nothing could be more unpleasant for a stranger coming in, who would be led to think that people were saying things about him which he was not meant to hear; and then my grandmother would be sent out as a scout, always happy to find an excuse for an additional turn in the garden, which she would utilise to remove surreptitiously, as she passed, the stakes of a rose-tree or two, so as to make the roses look a little more natural, as a mother might run her hand through her boy’s hair, after the barber had smoothed it down, to make it stick out properly round his head.

 

From the French:

§15

Ma seule consolation, quand je montais me coucher, était que maman viendrait m’embrasser quand je serais dans mon lit. Mais ce bonsoir durait si peu de temps, elle redescendait si vite, que le moment où je l’entendais monter, puis où passait dans le couloir à double porte le bruit léger de sa robe de jardin en mousseline bleue, à laquelle pendaient de petits cordons de paille tressée, était pour moi un moment douloureux. Il annonçait celui qui allait le suivre, où elle m’aurait quitté, où elle serait redescendue. De sorte que ce bonsoir que j’aimais tant, j’en arrivais à souhaiter qu’il vînt le plus tard possible, à ce que se prolongeât le temps de répit où maman n’était pas encore venue. Quelquefois quand, après m’avoir embrassé, elle ouvrait la porte pour partir, je voulais la rappeler, lui dire «embrasse-moi une fois encore», mais je savais qu’aussitôt elle aurait son visage fâché, car la concession qu’elle faisait à ma tristesse et à mon agitation en montant m’embrasser, en m’apportant ce baiser de paix, agaçait mon père qui trouvait ces rites absurdes, et elle eût voulu tâcher de m’en faire perdre le besoin, l’habitude, bien loin de me laisser prendre celle de lui demander, quand elle était déjà sur le pas de la porte, un baiser de plus. Or la voir fâchée détruisait tout le calme qu’elle m’avait apporté un instant avant, quand elle avait détruisait vers mon lit sa figure aimante, et me l’avait tendue comme une hostie pour une communion de paix où mes lèvres puiseraient sa présence réelle et le pouvoir de m’endormir. Mais ces soirs-là, où maman en somme restait si peu de temps dans ma chambre, étaient doux encore en comparaison de ceux où il y avait du monde à dîner et où, à cause de cela, elle ne montait pas me dire bonsoir. Le monde se bornait habituellement à M. Swann, qui, en dehors de quelques étrangers de passage, était à peu près la seule personne qui vînt chez nous à Combray, quelquefois pour dîner en voisin (plus rarement depuis qu’il avait fait ce mauvais mariage, parce que mes parents ne voulaient pas recevoir sa femme), quelquefois après le dîner, à l’improviste. Les soirs où, assis devant la maison sous le grand marronnier, autour de la table de fer, nous entendions au bout du jardin, non pas le grelot profus et criard qui arrosait, qui étourdissait au passage de son bruit ferrugineux, intarissable et glacé, toute personne de la maison qui le déclenchait en entrant «sans sonner», mais le double tintement timide, ovale et doré de la clochette pour les étrangers, tout le monde aussitôt se demandait: «Une visite, qui cela peut-il être?» mais on savait bien que cela ne pouvait être que M. Swann; ma grand’tante parlant à haute voix, pour prêcher d’exemple, sur un ton qu’elle s’efforçait de rendre naturel, disait de ne pas chuchoter ainsi; que rien n’est plus désobligeant pour une personne qui arrive et à qui cela fait croire qu’on est en train de dire des choses qu’elle ne doit pas entendre; et on envoyait en éclaireur ma grand’mère, toujours heureuse d’avoir un prétexte pour faire un tour de jardin de plus, et qui en profitait pour arracher subrepticement au passage quelques tuteurs de rosiers afin de rendre aux roses un peu de naturel, comme une mère qui, pour les faire bouffer, passe la main dans les cheveux de son fils que le coiffeur a trop aplatis.

 

 

 

Proust, Marcel. Du côté de chez swann. À la recherche du temps perdu. Tome I.
Available online at:
http://ebooks.adelaide.edu.au/p/proust/marcel/p96d/index.html

 

Proust, Marcel. Swan’s Way. Vol. 1 of Remembrance of Things Past. Transl. C.K. Scott Moncrieff.
Available online at:
http://ebooks.adelaide.edu.au/p/proust/marcel/p96s/index.html

 

 

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