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Marcel Proust
Du côté de chez swann. À la recherche du temps perdu. Tome I
Swan's Way. Vol. 1 of Remembrance of Things Past
Première partie
Overature
Combray I.
§14 / §15
[Grandmother often returns from walks to deal with a repeated, artificial crisis at home; all the while, her real concern was with problems in the narrator’s character, health, and future]
Brief summary:
Grandmother’s walks would often be interrupted when great-aunt tempted grandfather to drink a few forbidden drops of brandy, upon which great-aunt would call grandmother back to deal with the crisis. The narrator, who was just a child at the time, did not realize this was merely teasing behavior, and in his horror he ran off to cry alone. In reality, grandmother was less worried about grandfather’s drinking and more worried about the narrator’s weaknesses in character and health and his consequent uncertain future.
Summary
[Previously we noted how the narrator’s grandmother would often go for walks after dinner, even if it was raining.] One thing that would always draw grandmother back to the house from her after-dinner walks was if she was warned that her husband was drinking brandy again. This was really a trick played by the narrator’s great-aunt. Grandfather was not allowed to drink, and great-aunt would tempt him to drink just a few drops so to create a crisis for grandmother to hurry back to. Although in later years the narrator would come to regard this as more playful teasing of grandmother, at that time he was horrified by his great-aunt’s tormenting behavior and would often run off to cry alone at a private place. The narrator then notes that grandmother was in fact less concerned with grandfather’s drinking and more so with the narrator’s lack of will-power, his delicate health, and the uncertainty regarding his future.
From the English translation:
§15
When these walks of my grandmother’s took place after dinner there was one thing which never failed to bring her back to the house: that was if (at one of those points when the revolutions of her course brought her, moth-like, in sight of the lamp in the little parlour where the liqueurs were set out on the card-table) my great-aunt called out to her: “Bathilde! Come in and stop your husband from drinking brandy!” For, simply to tease her (she had brought so foreign a type of mind into my father’s family that everyone made a joke of it), my great-aunt used to make my grandfather, who was forbidden liqueurs, take just a few drops. My poor grandmother would come in and beg and implore her husband not to taste the brandy; and he would become annoyed and swallow his few drops all the same, and she would go out again sad and discouraged, but still smiling, for she was so humble and so sweet that her gentleness towards others, and her continual subordination of herself and of her own troubles, appeared on her face blended in a smile which, unlike those seen on the majority of human faces, had no trace in it of irony, save for herself, while for all of us kisses seemed to spring from her eyes, which could not look upon those she loved without yearning to bestow upon them passionate caresses. The torments inflicted on her by my great-aunt, the sight of my grandmother’s vain entreaties, of her in her weakness conquered before she began, but still making the futile endeavour to wean my grandfather from his liqueur-glass — all these were things of the sort to which, in later years, one can grow so well accustomed as to smile at them, to take the tormentor’s side with a happy determination which deludes one into the belief that it is not, really, tormenting; but in those days they filled me with such horror that I longed to strike my great-aunt. And yet, as soon as I heard her “Bathilde! Come in and stop your husband from drinking brandy!” in my cowardice I became at once a man, and did what all we grown men do when face to face with suffering and injustice; I preferred not to see them; I ran up to the top of the house to cry by myself in a little room beside the schoolroom and beneath the roof, which smelt of orris-root, and was scented also by a wild currant-bush which had climbed up between the stones of the outer wall and thrust a flowering branch in through the half-opened window. Intended for a more special and a baser use, this room, from which, in the daytime, I could see as far as the keep of Roussainville-le-Pin, was for a long time my place of refuge, doubtless because it was the only room whose door I was allowed to lock, whenever my occupation was such as required an inviolable solitude; reading or dreaming, secret tears or paroxysms of desire. Alas! I little knew that my own lack of will-power, my delicate health, and the consequent uncertainty as to my future weighed far more heavily on my grandmother’s mind than any little breach of the rules by her husband, during those endless perambulations, afternoon and evening, in which we used to see passing up and down, obliquely raised towards the heavens, her handsome face with its brown and wrinkled cheeks, which with age had acquired almost the purple hue of tilled fields in autumn, covered, if she were walking abroad, by a half-lifted veil, while upon them either the cold or some sad reflection invariably left the drying traces of an involuntary tear.
From the French:
§14
Quand ces tours de jardin de ma grand’mère avaient lieu après dîner, une chose avait le pouvoir de la faire rentrer: c’était, à un des moments où la révolution de sa promenade la ramenait périodiquement, comme un insecte, en face des lumières du petit salon où les liqueurs étaient servies sur la table à jeu — si ma grand’tante lui criait: «Bathilde! viens donc empêcher ton mari de boire du cognac!» Pour la taquiner, en effet (elle avait apporté dans la famille de mon père un esprit si différent que tout le monde la plaisantait et la tourmentait), comme les liqueurs étaient défendues à mon grand-père, ma grand’tante lui en faisait boire quelques gouttes. Ma pauvre grand’mère entrait, priait ardemment son mari de ne pas goûter au cognac; il se fâchait, buvait tout de même sa gorgée, et ma grand’mère repartait, triste, découragée, souriante pourtant, car elle était si humble de cœur et si douce que sa tendresse pour les autres et le peu de cas qu’elle faisait de sa propre personne et de ses souffrances, se conciliaient dans son regard en un sourire où, contrairement à ce qu’on voit dans le visage de beaucoup d’humains, il n’y a avait d’ironie que pour elle-même, et pour nous tous comme un baiser de ses yeux qui ne pouvaient voir ceux qu’elle chérissait sans les caresser passionnément du regard. Ce supplice que lui infligeait ma grand’tante, le spectacle des vaines prières de ma grand’mère et de sa faiblesse, vaincue d’avance, essayant inutilement d’ôter à mon grand-père le verre à liqueur, c’était de ces choses à la vue desquelles on s’habitue plus tard jusqu’à les considérer en riant et à prendre le parti du persécuteur assez résolument et gaiement pour se persuader à soi-même qu’il ne s’agit pas de persécution; elles me causaient alors une telle horreur, que j’aurais aimé battre ma grand’tante. Mais dès que j’entendais: «Bathilde, viens donc empêcher ton mari de boire du cognac!» déjà homme par la lâcheté, je faisais ce que nous faisons tous, une fois que nous sommes grands, quand il y a devant nous des souffrances et des injustices: je ne voulais pas les voir; je montais sangloter tout en haut de la maison à côté de la salle d’études, sous les toits, dans une petite pièce sentant l’iris, et que parfumait aussi un cassis sauvage poussé au dehors entre les pierres de la muraille et qui passait une branche de fleurs par la fenêtre entr’ouverte. Destinée à un usage plus spécial et plus vulgaire, cette pièce, d’où l’on voyait pendant le jour jusqu’au donjon de Roussainville-le-Pin, servit longtemps de refuge pour moi, sans doute parce qu’elle était la seule qu’il me fût permis de fermer à clef, à toutes celles de mes occupations qui réclamaient une inviolable solitude: la lecture, la rêverie, les larmes et la volupté. Hélas! je ne savais pas que, bien plus tristement que les petits écarts de régime de son mari, mon manque de volonté, ma santé délicate, l’incertitude qu’ils projetaient sur mon avenir, préoccupaient ma grand’mère, au cours de ces déambulations incessantes, de l’après-midi et du soir, où on voyait passer et repasser, obliquement levé vers le ciel, son beau visage aux joues brunes et sillonnées, devenues au retour de l’âge presque mauves comme les labours à l’automne, barrées, si elle sortait, par une voilette à demi relevée, et sur lesquelles, amené là par le froid ou quelque triste pensée, était toujours en train de sécher un pleur involontaire.
Proust, Marcel. Du côté de chez swann. À la recherche du temps perdu. Tome I.
Available online at:
http://ebooks.adelaide.edu.au/p/proust/marcel/p96d/index.html
Proust, Marcel. Swan’s Way. Vol. 1 of Remembrance of Things Past. Transl. C.K. Scott Moncrieff.
Available online at:
http://ebooks.adelaide.edu.au/p/proust/marcel/p96s/index.html
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